The one place that had a tire for my car no longer does but I found one at another place.  We are going there first thing tomorrow morning to get it.  Hopefully we can get another one on Monday so I'll have all the same size on my car.  Right now I have an oversized rear tire, a flat donut, and two regular tires on the front.

I'm hoping to get Spore this weekend after I get my car back.  I need to go to Walmart anyway for some kittie supplies.

Nothing much else going on right now.  We just finished a really good episode of Supernatural and are now just chilling.

Okay, I can handle one flat tire, even two.  But now the donut is flat as well?? What the fuck?!  Someone gave me an older tire to replace the rear one that went flat last week and I put it on earlier today.  But when I went out for a spin the fucking donut on the other rear went flat!  This is highly irritating.  To make things worse, Cindy's truck has faulty tires as well and neither of us have a spare because they are being used.  I'm hoping her rear tire that was very low today will hold out until she can get it patched, and I'm gonna call around tomorrow to see if anyone has a used tire I can buy.

We rented three movies yesterday: Halloween II, The Final Destination, and The Uninvited.  All three were awesome!  Halloween was badass with Rob Zombie's unique dialog and script and was true homage to the original movies.  The Final Destination had some great juice, and Uninvited featured a cool twist at the end.  I recommend all three to anyone who likes horror.

Heather has been playing Borderlands and reached level 19 today after playing for at least 3 hours.  She seems to enjoy the game as much as I do.  Normally she'd be playing World of Warcraft, but since the virus we got, the game went screwy.  We've spent the last 5 days downloading a 1.23 gig patch for the freshly installed WoW and it is almost done.

Cindy's truck got a flat tire so I spent most of the morning dealing with that.  I drove to the gas station where she was at, but the jack I had couldn't lift the truck.  Then an older gentleman offered his help and even drove back and forth to his house to get a better jack.  We finally got the tire off and went to get it patched but found out the tire was fucked up so we drove back and got the spare which was flat, but we could use the tire (it was flat because the rim is cracked).  So we finally got it all taken care of and headed back to the house.

Anyway, Heather is napping and I'm trying to wait for this patch to finish downloading so I can install it and start the next one....

Our PC got a virus about a week ago.  The computer was all sluggish and we noticed odd processes running.  Plus the System Restore feature quit working as it stopped making automatic checkpoints like it should.

Turns out we had a trojan and some nasty malware.  I restored the system to last month which fixed it, but it fried Heather's World of Warcraft install.  We are still dealing with that.  She was super pissed and I thought she was gonna break the computer.

I'm a level 26 Titan now on Borderlands.  I've progressed quite far in the game, opening lots of new places and with the enabled "fast travel network", I can teleport to many different areas.

I have an appointment with social security next Monday.  I'll probably be denied, but we already have a lawyer lined up that I'm sure will help us out.

Not much else going on at the moment...

I am a level 22 Centurion on Borderlands now.  I looted a sweet SMG but have to wait until level 24 to use it.  I'll more than likely find a better weapon before I level, but I'll keep it anyway just in case.   The sheer amount of different weapons is awesome.  I love that!  Plus I can carry 4 weapons now, so I have an SMG, combat rifle, rocket launcher, and a sweet shotgun.  I also have over $100,000 so I'm like yay!

Tomorrow I have a therapist appointment.  She is really nice and one of the best therapists I've had in a long time.  She isn't much older than me, and it is easy to relate to her.

Played several more hours of Borderlands.? I finally beat a plot line mission and am about to open up an entire new area.? I am level 18 now and have over $40,000 and some badass weapons.? The game continues to impress me with the ease of play, expansive storylines and areas to explore, and of course, all the guns.

I have a doctor appointment pertaining to my disability claim on the 18th.? I'm hoping I'll have a chance to explain why I lost my last three jobs and the severity of my anxiety that has led to many problems involving work.? After all, the whole point of my claim is that I cannot work due to anxiety.? So we'll see how that goes.? Plus I see my therapist on the 5th as well as the medicine man.

This new PC game Borderlands we got the other day is freaking awesome!! I've played it non-stop the past two days. It is a mix of first person shooting and role playing with shitloads of guns, a very large game world, and vehicles you can hop in and drive around. The graphics are outstanding and the gameplay is easy. I'm level 15 now and have some sweet weaponary including a combat rifle, rocket launcher, and a machine pistol.

In other news, Christmas was cool. We all got neat gifts and had a very good meal.

Our female cats seem to have adjusted to being outside in the pen. We plan to only keep them there until we can get them fixed. I go out and give them love every single day and make sure they have fresh food, water, and litter.

Anyway, I'm heading to bed, it's late and I'm tired.

I feel like things have come full circle. Here I am waiting to be approved for a disability check from the government. And way back in the early to mid 90's I was on a disability check for the same reasons as this time (severe anxiety, bi-polar, extreme paranoia, OCD, generalized anxiety disorder).

Back then I managed to get a job and they took me off the check and I've been working ever since 1998. But my anxiety and paranoia are ever present and recently I lost multiple jobs due to it. So now, years later, I am again going to be drawing a disability check to help get my life going again like it did the first time. Except I am with my wife now, and we are starting OUR life all over again. Pretty cool I think...

The adult photo gallery is setup and ready to go. I made a preview page and decided to charge a one time fee of $10 for unlimited access. It currently contains over 1250 pictures including some really hard snuff and rape content. Yummy.

Still no word about disability. It can take between 3 and 5 months and it's been a little over a month but I am impatient. When I get approved, it will go all the way back to April 2006 when I quit Home Depot. That's at least $15,000. I'm thinking about using some of it to pay off my car. I owe $5300 right now. I won't get it all at once as it will be broken up, but I will get my check in between.

Some other things we plan to do with the back time is get a new computer. I have my eye on a 3.0 gigahertz quad core CPU with a new motherboard and super fast 1066 megahertz RAM (at least 4 gigs). I also want a cool remote control truck, and maybe a new stereo for my car.

Anyway, I still have a few things to get Heather for Christmas.  I'm going to Walmart probably on Friday to look for the items.

Well, I'm off to bed and I can already hear Heather snoring!

Thanksgiving, blah blah.  I don't celebrate any holidays except maybe Halloween.  But all the others seem to be overly inflated with retail sales.  Like the so called "Black Friday".  One giant excuse to sell a bunch of worthless crap for a really good deal and have people camp out in front of the stores and shit like that.  Fuck that.  I'm not gonna get caught dead anywhere on Friday except my bed.

Anyway, I need to cut this short as I have to run to the store for Heather's mom.  She forgot to buy something for the meal today...