My girlfriend and I are officially broke up, but you know what, it's all good.  I'm not gonna sit here and mope about it and be depressed.  You never know what to expect from life, and just because I got thrown a curve ball, doesn't mean I'm gonna stop living.  I'm gonna keep my focus on getting approved for social security, and when I do, I'm gonna move to a nice trailer park that is very affordable.

I also plan to build a new computer based on the AMD Phenom II quad core CPU.  It is one hell of a processor, each core running at 3.0 gigahertz (or 3.2 depending on which one I get).  It is cheap too, less than $200.  I have most of the parts picked out and it will prolly be a little less than $2000.  I plan on running Linux Xubunto and might dual boot with Windows XP so I can game.  But I hear you can run Windows apps under Linux using something called "Wine", so I might do that and have no Windows on it at all.  I want to get a 1 terabyte hard drive as well.

In other news, it's been nice not having to work anymore.  I did spend money that was put up for a doctor's appointment, but I asked to borrow it from my sisters to replace it, so we'll see what happens.

I feel much better today and like I said, I'm tired of being down.  I'm alive, I have a roof over my head, I have my kitties, I am well fed, etc, sovI really have nothing to complain about....